and I know you should be home.. (I know that is not the words but it goes out to my ) However according to Ivy Chicago has many lights on...amazing info right there!!

anyway I can't stop listening to that song since my dear Ivy left me in Va. I catch myself singing it to myself. I feel so ugghh. My Ivy is gone and everybody else is off to bigger and better things. I have decided to not go to Chicago for a while now. I can barely stand living and hour from my mom and some of my friends now. But I won't get started on that because it is stupid and I will cry...

A lot has happened since I last updated. I turned 21 (yet to get drunk), I work at a cell phone call center (tip one: you don't pay your bill we WILL cut off your phone so pay it on time, bitch!!!), thinking about getting married this year coming up...anybody wanna be my wedding planner?? I need to loose like 85 pounds before my wedding so anybody wanna give free lipo? lol

I think I have hit a artistic funk. That is why lack of updates. Plus I think all I do is sleep so nothing ever gets done..I think I have a sleep disorder or an addiction to sleep.

Currently I am sick. I can't talk, yet I have work tomorrow and a doctor's appt. I know ironic I can't talk but talk for a living...I think I over did it yesterday when I worked 9 hours and talked when my voice was straining anyway. My own stupidity. I feel like a mime (dunno if I spelled that right)

I don't know what else to talk about so I will leave you will some words of wisdom from Ivy
"ah... sock puppets and chicken, such a harmful mix"