Live Long and Prosper...YO!!
Movingonok so my inner nerd came out and was watching strek trailers. most brides a week before their wedding would be freakin' out..me I am going to see this movie with my father. but you know a quote really spoke to me (Not the "live long and prosper") "You are capable of deciding your own destiny. The question is which path will you choose."
I don't understand people and the decisions they make. I think people try to hard to be happy. Why can't people just go with the flow of life. You know that song by the fray "how to save a life." I can just kinda relate to that song. You see people making decisions because either they are convinced that they are going to be happy, are trying to force the happiness, or are in denial. They don't realize what they are doing. They don't realize they are pushing away the people that love them more then anything and would take a bullet for them. I have seen this crap too many times. You just wanna sit them down and say "hello? wtf?" but if you sit these people down and try to be honest with them it will most likely end your friendship and they "will say that he's just not the same." I just feel the heartbreak coming on. It is coming from different directions and from different people. For some people it is already here, some I see in denial about it, and for the others I know it is in their future. But it always ends the same. I keep my mouth shut. I would rather take this pain away from my friends then have them go through this. I know things that are going on right now will cause me to loose a friend and as always I will think "where did I go wrong? I lost a friend." I have too big a heart...I am too much like my mother when it comes to these things. I am not saying I don't do stupid things but I am not this bad. I know what happiness is and I never tried to force it. I guess I just have to let people learn their own life lessons. No matter how I know or think it is going to end. I just need to keep moving on, holding on, and marching on. wait. I just put 3 GC songs in one sentence...go me!!
Btw no updates for several reasons...busy with the wedding, all my pictures that need to be edited are on a laptop that doesn't have a power cord, and i think the cell phone company i am working for is sucking out what creativity i do i have
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I should take my own advice on this next part.... The only thing that we can do is to not let it hurt us. Just try to focus on the positives in your life. You're a really lucky girl with friends that love you and a monkey that you're about to marry!
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I can't go back to yesterday - because I was a different person then.
~Lewis Carroll
I am lucky I have my monkey...I lovers him alot and he is a best friend but some days I need other friends b/c i am tired of looking at him lol I just hope I am wrong about things and the friends who I have now don't do the same thing to me
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\"There are no rules for good photographs, there are only good photographs. \" - Ansel Adams
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I've come up with a few conclusions as to why. (Based on reactions I've gotten from Ben and a few of my friends)
1. People in this area seem to get married/have families and decide, "Oh. We're grown up now just because these things have changed in our lives. That means we have absolutely no time for friends at all." These people sit at home with their family or boyfriend/husband, bored and alone.
2. They're assholes. The End.
I'm only saying that even though a person's life changes and they take on more responsibilities does it mean that friendships should change. Once you lose those friends, you have no one left to lean on...no one to be there for you when you need it.
If those people in your life move on, you are better off without that negativity in your life, however much you may miss them.
I loves you! Cheer up and know that you aren't alone, that other people are going through this same sort of thing right now.
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I dont want to grow up...
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\"There are no rules for good photographs, there are only good photographs. \" - Ansel Adams
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I dont want to grow up...
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Hold me. Whatever lies beyond this morning, is a little later on. Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all.
Nothing's like before.
~Kingdom Hearts Simple and Clean
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\"There are no rules for good photographs, there are only good photographs. \" - Ansel Adams
=TreesClub
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Hold me. Whatever lies beyond this morning, is a little later on. Regardless of warnings the future doesn't scare me at all.
Nothing's like before.
~Kingdom Hearts Simple and Clean
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